Holidays Mood
It has been a whirlwind this last half of the year. Maybe it’s a little of the job, a little of home, or maybe I’ve just lost some endurance lately. It’s the same ol’ stuff, but I feel exausted. The holiday has not been going any easier either. Not enough days off. It’s not just rest or days away from the grind that I needed; but also days for me to do some work at home, cleaning, organizing, fixing, etc. I didn’t even get to put lights on my house this year. I guess we all need that, but we often refuse to take the time away from work. sometimes because you don’t get paid for the time you take, and sometimes cause even if you do get paid for it, it puts you days behind your work and makes the next few days or weeks that much more stressful.
With a new year, however, I’m hopeful that I will regain my energy. Maybe I’ll be able to grow from the lessons I’ve learned and maybe I’ll be able to get past those fears and doubts that still keep me from doing all the good stuff I want to. Moving on.
Happy New Year!